Right now, I’m just an ordinary university
student. Well, not so ordinary in way I don’t really love to party …but ordinary
because of great expectations of what will come. As 22 years old, I realized
that I lost most of these years by not reading books and not studying enough.
In many ways, I feel quite stupid and disappointed by myself. But I told
myself, that if I don’t want to spend the rest of my life in this psychological
agony, maybe this is the last chance to become the girl I want to be. And as I
don’t want these thoughts to be forgotten, I decided to write this blog. I
don’t really know if I write it to you, or to me, but I hope that putting the
words on “paper” could be some kind of motivation to progress…
Well, the
first think I really want to improve is my English. So if you don’t understand
something written here, it’s because during some 15 last years, I was too lazy
to improve it, and never being in need of a high level of English, it get stuck
in nowhere (intermediate level) = the worst cause most the difficult to move
forward… but I’m doing my best right now, so the English shouldn’t be a problem
for long-time.
Then
there is a bigger problem concerning my future. I know I want to change the
world. A naïve girl, you may think. But I’m serious! And I know I can do it. I
want to work for NGOs focussed on humanitarian and development aid, I want to
help homeless people cause I feel that homelessness is all but acceptable, I
want to help handicapped people to live a life where society doesn’t see them
as handicapped… Well, I know I can’t to it all and alone. But I’m sure I can do
some of these thinks, or maybe all of them if I meet the right people, as sure
of their power to change the world as I am.
What I
want to say by this post? Hmmm… quite nothing. I just wanted to write the first
post about myself so that you can decide if you want to follow me on my way of
changing this planet; or not. Well, if not, I just can tell you that this is
not the last time you hear my name. It is only that you decided to skip an
interesting part of my life where I will change myself to a woman I want to
be.
